How I Found Love

I never thought I could wake up
one day and find myself so deep
in love. I have gone into so many
relationships and all I do is toy
with their hearts.

I met her with the intentions of
playing games with her but I fell
in love in the process.

She showed me love that no girl
as ever shown me in all my previous
relationships, she gave me reasons to
love her the way she had loved me, she
turned my world of games around and
now all I do is think about her.

Being my first serious relationship, I
never did anything right, all I do keep
hurting her. It went on like this for
months and all she tells me is “you not gonna
know my worth until you loose me” , but within
me I always say “that’s what they all say” .
She couldn’t take it anymore so
she called for a break in the relationship.

I accepted, all because I thought I could live
without her. Days later I realized something
was missing inside of me but then it was too
late because I had toyed with her feelings.

I know she’s going to come back to me but
the question is… will she ever love me the
way she had loved me?



                 Samii Akinz